HAHAHA WINNNNNNNNN

[Edit] Oops wrong account, nevermind!

I'm going to name my daughters Edith and Adele!
And my sons uhhh I haven't thought of (yet).

Okay bye. GOT WORK TO DO GOT WORK TO DO GOT WORK TO DO.

1. I can't believe RED Camp 5 is over. So much I could've done, so much I would've done and so much I had eventually done. It was these 3 amazing days that I know was the most fulfilling and worthy exhaustion I've had in a long time.

2. APACHES FTW! <3 Most Drama-mama tribe awesomeness.

3. I was smiling to myself when Sarah & Sam called on Day 1 night <3

4. Bus guiding was initially a dread because it took me away from my tribe. After a while it gave me the opportunity to connect with other campers from other tribes. And *grins*, they remember me from that 5 minutes on the bus! *is touched*

5. I'm at starbucks now.
6. I should be doing work.
7. I just saw many people.
8. I should be doing work.
9. I'm going to do work.
10. Bye (:

11. [EDIT]

It's a well-known fact that students in math classes experience brain-swelling at an increase of approcimately 12.3% per lecture. How many math lectures must the student attend before his brain capacity exceeds that of Olly the lab rat?

SRSLY. WUT?!

I've decided to get myself a new organizer for 2009. Even though my current one still has space for another 8 months - damn. I can actually visualise the organizer I wish to get, and that is just terrible - because that means I'll never find it. Never will find something when I have an image of a perfect one in my mind. Gahhh.

Anyway, I had a huge ball of inspiration for a photo series hit me on my way home just now. I grabbed my pen and notebook to try pen and sketch things down and up, but I couldn't get far. ;___;

THE perfect feeling, atmosphere, imagery, whatever-you-call-that - is all locked in my mind now and GAHHHHH I'm so afraid it'll fade as time goes by, and fade as I busy myself with other things before having the time to execute the photo project! POOOO. *makes weird sounds*

"But Shepherd's Pie is like tea."
I meant for teatime - tccch - Shanya's out to make me sound like a bimbo.

Last night I came home, opened Microsoft Powerpoint, drew out the tanglement of 6 issues drilled in my head that day. It looked like this. Which is just... Not Very Helpful. I was drained, and had an early midnight.

And I really should be leaving for school. Bye.

OMG *starts to bawl uncontrollably* (for more reasons than one)

Headed to meet Haz at One Fullerton to complete some work today (where I unexpectedly got a green tea latte with toffee nut syrup!) and bumped into Val, Delle & Al! I am a keen observer of stressness. Mental note to get the picture of Alessa from Val's phone.



*grins* I amuse myself.

Anyway, most importantly...

ALL THE BEST!

Mishy, Al, Val & Delle - for your KI paper!
Sam, Lucille, Eddie, Meiyi & Everyoneeee - for your GP paper!
Dora - for your PW!

*huge hugs*

"Hi Wing"? NINGGG.

Starbucks with green tea latte the way I like it - layers of melted matcha over another. With the lack of adrenaline, sense of urgency - everything muted. Something like idling. I have no business in idling, it drives me nuts. Then I busy myself with urgencies and deadlines of nothing. I watch short films and discover music, then long to create art, long to produce something from the heart - and idle.

Being photographer for YLA4 triggered some memories from years ago, when I covered school events. Ning, oh the very frazzled and giggly girl who runs around with a camera. Talking to Sarah recently, then missing the inherent strangeness of the AEP girls ("it's like a pre-requisite!"). Talking to Sam (Chui) & Sarah (Nat), it's the comfort that allows me to tell myself that I haven't lost so much.

Aw man, I feel my mind shrivelling at the rate I think. The chain reaction and all. In any case, I should be heading off to complete some stuffies.

I met Sarah Nut after classes today to discuss about the IJTP Alumni chapter, with the priority being the tea session. Our minds were zooming with some random ideas - how awesome it is going to be. The discussion was punctuated with "Gosh, I miss IJ soooo much." every few minutes or seconds.

We were so excited, and so nostalgic. About investiture video, our random tee-shirt design, and the theme of our tea session, and playing beautiful songs.

Somewhere along the way, Sar started to tear. ): I would've too.

It seems somewhat silly, to have already left IJ for 2 years and still feel that sense of attachment and inability to put my heart down to stop missing and to stop comparing. Just being involved in the alumni chapter makes me feel really warm and fuzzy inside. I really hope everything will work out good there!

After the discussion thingah, we chatted about dreams. It's interesting, talking about things so vivid yet not happened at all. And a little creepy, funny, amusing and deep at the same time. I should keep a paper dream journal again!

Home and over MSN, Ben said that I shouldn't be so anti-social (I AM NOT LUHHHH!) - and that stemmed from another conversation I value.

Quality conversations make days wonderful.